Arc en Ciel...

Yesterday morning one of the cousin I grew up had a surgery with various complications, so she had to had another surgery to remedy. Even now I'm worried but after a blood transfusion in the night her conditions now seems to be stable. Her sister was in the operating room because she is a nurse (instrumentalist?!) and she is the one who noted the problem with her drainage. She stayed there for the night and I baby-sitted her children... a real delirium.
And since yesterday my leg was a hell, again!
I'm so tired to be ill!
'Cause it never rains but pours! And since the last year practically my life is a cloudburst!
And I was so happy some day ago when I returned from my travel in Berlin... my first travel after my heart problem, and it was wearing but no less than great! And I was well... sigh!
Excuse me my whimpering, please. Sometime to be strong it's really too hard...